Saturday, February 20, 2021

NAKAMOTO HIMEKA BLOG TRANSLATION 210219

 

It's Easy to Say, but It's hard to do.  an example

2021/2/19 18:05

 

It's already February.

I'm sorry for the late greetings, but please take care of me on this year too.

 

 

The beginning of spring has passed.

For someone who has hay fever like me, I'm glad this time is already come.

It seems that the amount of flying pollen this year are more a lot than last year, right?

 

 

it's not the best time to go out because of the virus 

but you can use your time in your house to change your mood,

or improving your skill too.

 

 

It's been a long time since the word of (Stay at home) became popular.

Rather than thinking of (enduring) it all, it's easier to just getting used of it, and living together in harmony.

 

 

Basically, I always tries to transcribe what I felt during my consultation session when I post my new blog.

So, I’m sorry if the timing is not good enough…

 

 

What I’ve been thinking about this time is,

The facts that happened in the past are remain the same, but you can change your interpretation now.

 

You can overwrite your interpretation on your past memory to something like:

“aah what a good memory was that”

“thanks to that I can keep living now”

So you can be more grateful to your experience on the past.

 

Living life without regrets is more difficult,

I can feel that everyone has different thoughts and still fighting on their lives when I heard about their story.

 

For example,

 

“I didn’t study seriously when I was a student. If I studied hard at that time, would my life be any different now?  Would I get the job that I wanted?”

 

No, you can’t change your past.

But you can change your mindset.

 

Like “When I was a student I didn’t study that much, but I could play every day. Thanks to that, I made a lot of friends, and learnt about hardships in life.

Of course you can make friends after you grow up, But relationship that you have had since you were a student is more precious.

 

Or, if you are going to study now as an adult, you will probably have stronger determination than when you still a student.

And because of your experience now, you probably realized what you really wanted to do right now. Or you have your own ideal of what kind of live that you wanted and it’s stronger than the fantasy that you have in the past.

 

By overwriting your interpretation on your past memory like this way,

You can aware more about yourself right now and thanked your past.



Wouldn’t it better than spending many years with regrets?

 



It seems like I’m quite good at overwriting.

I always tried to come up with some suggestions when the clients said “I have a bad past and It’s hurt to remember”

 

However, humans only accept what they are satisfied with.

So, if you have a past that you want to overcome,

I recommend you to try overwriting it first by yourself.

 

It may be consume your energy and strength,

And it must be hard to think about it alone, so please don’t overdo it~!

 

“I want to go back to that time and start it over”

“I want to give advice to myself at that time”

 

The reason you think about it is because there was an important awareness in the process.

You’ve taken one step forward from your thoughts so that’s way you can look back on the past.

 

Sometimes it may be necessary to think about the past.

Accept your own detour, And think aaah~~ I was young ( ; A : )

 

Still, Even if you can't forget that past,

I hope you don't make it a burden that shackles your life,

and you can slowly get rid of it.

  


 

 

What was once an usual thing is no longer an usual thing.

On world this day, I can’t make sure that everything will be fine now.

 

That’s why I want to have one unwavering axis in myself.

“I just want to cherish it”

Whether its stance for work, study or for myself.

 

 

 

I'm feeling afraid because I can’t see a little ahead of the future.

Tomorrow's wind will surely blow tomorrow,

I'm sure many people can feel that anxiety. It's not just you.

 

 

 

中元 日芽香

 

 


Sunday, November 19, 2017

Nakamoto Himeka (Himetan) Blog Translation 171110



My last individual handshake meeting and
My last live are finished.
Thank you very much ! !
A lot of people lining until late to handshake,
And after handshake meeting ended they held my graduation ceremony ~
Even when taking exams, changing jobs or  hospitalization
Many people said that they got cheered up because of me.
I thought that I was engraved on some of the lives of various people.
Idol is a great job right !
It seems like it's a strange feeling that it is like there are so many people who shedding tears for me.

In handshake meeting the words that fans told the most is
「Please be happy」
Of course !
Of course I will looking for happiness in the future, but I was more than happy to be an idol

(^ 0 ^)

Tokyo Dome 2 days.
I'm glad everyone's dream has come true
And I am glad that I could share that moment too.

KimiBoku
Under
Settei Ondo
Nogizaka no Uta
Kikkake
All of it are important song.
I'm very happy to be able to sing it in Tokyo Dome.

I once thought that the last time we could stand with 46 people was on Jingu Stadium.
That my summer was ended on 2nd July.
But it was good that we could sing once more again.
I bothered various people,
but I was glad that I could perform with all member together !

I never told you this before,
But the pink light stick ocean on KimiBoku is really beautiful.
It feel like my back is pushed.
It was a magnificent view.
It burned my eyes.
I want it to be a song that will keep being loved forever,,


Idol is a work that made and loved by everyone.
It's really a wonderful job.
As an answer to "Under" song lyrics,
[ 誰かに聞かれた
あなたの人生はどこにあるの?/ Somebody asked me “Where is your life?”]
My life was here.



Renka-chan post about me and meatball on her blog lol.
Rentan blog:
After the live finished Himeka-san said [I can't eat it all by myself~] then prepared to distributed meatballs to 3rd gen member. I'm very happy !

In Nogizaka Koujichuu that will on air on 19th November
I think it will make it all clear ! ! !
I'm glad I could appear on Koujichuu for the last time !



(*´・ω・*)



Next is Hime last blog ? Maybe.... :"

Nakamoto Himeka (Himetan) Blog Translation 171027





Thank you very much Kyushu !


With this photo
You sure could finish 3 bowl of rice


Happy Halloween ! !




(*´・ω・*)


Trick or treattttt 

Nakamoto Himeka (Himetan) Blog Translation 171023



Under Live Kyushu Series finished !
In "Under" song,
Member were did their best and it was hard since rehearsal until the real performance.

And I'm sure that there were not only "it was fun!" Impressions from people who watch it.


I couldn't perform more than 2 songs in Fukuoka 3rd day stage and in Kagoshima,
For people who came to watch me I'm really sorry.
On this under live I had various conflicts with my self.
But,
thanks to Staff-san who did repeated adjustment for me and keep saying to considering about my physical condition,
Thanks to members who always waiting for me,
And thanks to fans who always expecting something from me.
I've finally be able to stand on the stage again.
Really thank you very much.

Although it caused trouble to the last end,
I'm very happy to stand on the stage with all member together.


Some people often asked me
"I want to know what are you thinking,
So let me hear it in words"


It's not that I don't want to tell it,
I just do not know what to do,
So I  just let it stays in the shell.
They tried to understand me,
And I honestly confide what I am thinking,
And they accept it all.
They said
*I see
* It was nice to hear your thoughts
It was such a wonderful first time experience


At first, I gave up to perform
But I glad I could participate on this tour




MC on the first day was always made my hand trembling,
Ranze who know about it was worried and told me to calm down.
One week together with member, I had many memories with them and I very satisfied.


Lastly,
as usual habits I seemed to leave the house with the electricity of the room still on,

Then I came home and was sunk. Aaa~~



Manager-san homemade trip bookmark



(*´・ω・*)

Sunday, October 22, 2017

Late Hime Blog Translation and Late Under Live Report too 😂



ひめたん-0o0-その725




We are in middle of Under Live Kyushu Series now ! !
Himetan pen light color are pink x pink ♡
Thanks for a lot of flowers, cheers and muffler towel too.


After the live ended,
I would like to do report about it,
So please wait for it~~


Oita ! Thank you very much !

Next are Fukuoka, Kagoshima, Miyazaki (^0^)

The guest on the next Rajira Sunday is Ikoma Rina-chan~~


(*´・ω・*)


Rottie Blog 171017

Photo after live


Once again, I could feel that Hime presence is big ... ♡



Yuttan Blog 171021


We finished Under Live last day performance safely with 18 people ! ! ! !
Me-chan and Kitano who fought with their self until the last day, thank you for your hard work ! ! !

And for my favorite members around me,
Good job ! ! !


When I listen to Me-chan and Kitano MC,
I was wondering, what are they thinking now?
However, even though it may be antagonistic at the MC..

it was really cool to say things that gave courage and talked about the fact.

I was more than happy to be able to listen to the feelings of the two from their mouths.





Maaya Blog 171022

On the last day performance,

I'm so happy to stand on the stage together with Kiichan and Himetan !

When I saw Himetan dancing on the stage,
My heart started to get hurt to think that we have been stay together since early days,
But Himetan is going to graduate now..


As Himetan said on MC,
"Every Idol has their time limit, so please give them your love and supports so you won't regret it..
Please tell them how much you like them"

It made me thought that I would like to convey my feelings more deeply at the handshake meeting.


Kiichan Blog 171022

Good night everyone !
Kitano Hinako here.


We finished Under Live Kyushi Series safely.
Thanks to everyone, I could participated on Fukuoka performance *3rd day, Kagoshima and Miyazaki too.


While being asked to understand by members and staff-san,
I was supported a lot by them too.


I'm really thankful.
Thank you very much


And, Himechan.. Thank you for your hard work.
From now own, she will be an important existance
to me.
From a good friend to best friend.



Under Live,
It was a really touched period of time to feel the warmth and kindness from the members.

Members existence are important to me, and I love them.
I want to convey my gratitude to every member,
so I wish I could have the best timing to tell it to them !



Everyone, thank you for your hard work !
Though I'm still make you worried with my health condition,

Please take care of me.



Hime speech on senshuraku :

"Me and Kiichan are indebted to everyone (member) for this time.
I was sent to hospital for three and a half years due to illness and I thought that is already impossible. Lol (she laugh about it. Not in serious tone)

So that's why I decided to graduate without discussing it with anyone.


When I listened to Kiichan MC yesterday,
I was feeling sorry.
I also thought that is it okay for me to stay here?
I cried a lot during this live period. But everyone encouraged every time.


There was a time when I think that Nogizaka was more important than health..
Once again I thought that my place to come back is here.


There are happy things and painful things,
But honestly, there were a lot of painful things than the happy ones.. especially I cried a lot on this past year.


I want to laugh more in the future,
I don't want everyone to worry about me and please don't hold me back.


Members in here are sacrificing their physical condition, school,  and romance prohibition.
Especially under member, their troubles are doesn't run out.


I want them to have confidence in theirself, I want them to admit it and compliment it.


Every fans have their own oshimen.
Please give them your support on daily life rather than rushing because you won't know that every member has their time limit.
Please convey your love to them.


To everyone who supported us,
Thank you very much"



Kiichan :

"I forgot what to say... Lol
I was afraid to stand on the stage today.

Me and Himetan were in always the same position on the this 2 years and she always supported me.
Himetan always trying hard desperately to become an idol that she wanted to be.

After 14th single senbatsu announcement, I couldn't say anything when I saw Himetan crying so hard.



I stand on the stage today because I think about Himetan who pulled herself to do her best."




There still a lot to catch on other under member blogs,
Sorry for keeping it centered to Hime 😂
Well....



Under Live Kyushu Tour Series 2017,

From Oita





Fukuoka





Kagoshima





Miyazaki




Under Live will keep continue to sail !
And the next is Kinki Shikoku Series
From 13th to 18th December
13 : Osaka
14 : Shiga
15 : Kobe
17 : Tokushima
18 : Kagawa


Prepare yourself ! (And the maney too)
You can ask me to become your tour guide tho :v
Or ask about the ticket is okay too :v



Tuesday, October 17, 2017

Under Live Kyushu Tour 2017 - Fukuoka Kouen 1st day 171016 Report

Hello ! Good night !
Fuu here~

I want to do report about my first Nogizaka46 live experience.


From Jakarta to Fukuoka !
I arrived at 13th Friday 🔥


Skip to the concert day !
-171016-


I went to the concert place on 00:15 pm.
I Took the wrong bus, lol
And too bad the right bus was stopped not in the place that I hope so I need to took another bus to go to Fukuoka International Convention Center.


Arrived at 01:30 pm but the line queue for goods were already too long.
I queued for around 2 or 3 hours in middle of light rain...
It was so cold, and it felt like I was the only gaijin there omg..


Cautions : PLEASE EAT A LOT BEFORE YOU COME TO WATCH A CONCERT


On the counter, all "Himetan" goods were sold out.. Omg
So I just bought t-shirt, and pen light since I only have one.


Gate open at 5 pm
I'm waiting on the front door,


The bags and identification check were not taking a lot of time.
Go to toilet (important)
Take a photo with stand flowers.



Then I went to my seat who located in stands 3 (kinda high, but no one in front of me.. And people on my right was not coming so I could move freely)



Kage-ana : Yuttan-Chiharu (Chiichan with her usual kamikami 😂)


Show started !


Curtain open,
The prolog was so dramatic.

Members were dancing with piano tunes of every main single.
Curtain closed,


Overture !!!!!!

*Jiyuu no Kanata - Hime center

*Shitto no Kenri - Hime center

*Futougou - Hime center

*Ano hi - Ranze Miria Wcenter

*Wakaregiwa - Miria center

*Buranko - Ranze center


MC

Girls Rule - Hime Center

Taiyou Knock - Hime Center

Hadashi de summer - Hinachima Center


MC

Unit songs

*Women can't sleep alone -  Rotti Yuttan Ranze Miria Renachi

*Muhyoujou (Ayane-Kotoko-KawagoP) they did janken in the end of the song, kawagoP lost and she did cute gesture and finished it with Himetan beam.

*Taiyou ni kudokarete - Noujou & Junna (back dancer : Kannarin, Hinachima Iori *hottt*

*Sukima (Karin-Chiharu) the top 2 best vocal in Nogi... Its so gooodddd OMGGGGG

*13th Friday (Yuttan center)

*Ookami (Hinachima Kannarin center)

MC answering question

Question : tell us your secret with someone.

*Kotoko :
"During Jiyuu no kanata there was a time when my eyes met with KawagoP,

And we promised that we will did something together. This time I did shiro-me (eyes going all white) so Kawago P did it too."
Kotoko teased KawagoP being so superbly cute with those eyes lol

So KawagoP did it once again with camera zoom in 😂
KawagoP said : thank you for telling me cute, but I knew that it's actually ugly. So it's kinda hurt. LoL


Question : Things that made you angry, and who is that?

*Ranze :
"dressing room is aligned by generation and in name orders,

Shinuichi, Suzuki, Ranze.

There was a time when Shinuichi Mai-chun stretched her looong legs up to my places.

Though I was angry, and keep saying that your  legs are long, but Maichun enjoyed it.. Lol
So please come to her handshake and say it (your legs is long huh)

She will gladly accept it lol"

Btw Hime was not in this unit songs.



MC : Itou Karin
Monologue about under 😭

*Under - Hime center

*Koko ni Iru Riyu - Ayane center

*Kikkake - Ranze Miria Wcenter

*Boku ga Ikanakya - Ranze Miria Wcenter

*Fuusen - Miria center

*Itsukadekiru - Ranze Miria Wcenter

Speech : Hinachima
Talking about under 😭

*Boku dake no Hikari - Hinachima center / Ballad ver.


*hime was not in above performance, only in under and Koko ni iru riyuu*


Encore

*My Rule - Hinachima center
*Seifuku no Mannequin

*House !!!!!

*Natsu no free&easy

Mc
Yuttan talk about her will.
She's been practicing what to say on mc,
But she crying so hard and forgot what to say..
But she clearly said that "Things that I only want to continue is Nogizaka46"

Hime talk about Kiichan
* "We've been in the same position on this 1 year.
And when we were choosen as 15th single senbatsu, we made this promise :

[ Though we are the only member who has little experience as senbatsu (on this senbatsu),
Let's pull up this senbatsu with our singing and dancing experience that we gained on under live ! ]

That's why, on every live rehearsal
She always sing seriously and dance with full power !

On today rehearsal,
she stand on the very front and did her best
And it give me a lot of power.


And when I absent on 17th single,
She said this to me :
"I will protect your place until you come again,
So don't worry and please take a good rest"


And when we choosen as under center, she said this to me :
"I'm so happy to be center together with Himetan.
We can sing side by side,
it's make me really happ and encouraging me too !"


But, we haven't do Under performance with 2 center.
I was absent on summer tour,
And on this 3 performance we haven't do it too (Oita 2, Fukuoka 1).


To stand on center position alone is uneasy,
There was like some big power is missing.

That's why,
I could feel wonderfully with my body that Kiichan was did her best on summer tour, she even did it for everyone part.

It's kinda embarrassing to say it in front of her,
But now, on this Fukuoka International Center
I hope this message can reach her

"Kiichan..
Kiichan place is protected by everyone (member) here, so please don't worry.. Instead, please be relieved.

But after all, to perform with 17 persons is unsatisfactory.
We need you.
I love you~"


I hope Kiichan can come back soon.
From now on, please support Nogizaka46 and members who stand in here too.*

Ranze Miria :
Himeka-san always said a good speech..
But she rarely crying lol.
Though we saw a lot of Hime fans who wiping their tears with their towel

*Hime dry side.. *hime laughing like evil*


Last song,

Let's singing and dancing together !
*Nogizaka no Uta

*concert end*






Important Notes :
Hime mc talk was so cute..

I couldn't explain it cutely with my translation, but please imagined and read it with hime cute tone.

Lol

I typed this on 1 am, so please bear any mistake since it's pretty cold here.. Lol.

Thanks for reading !






Sunday, September 24, 2017

Nakamoto Himeka (Himetan) Blog Translation 170922



I wore twin tail on a photo shoot,
Douzo~~


To wore twin tail on this long hair,
Made me look childish right?


Though I've cut my hair,
Many people said they couldn't notice it..
Ikr~




Sunday
- Album privilege event
- Rajira Sunday


Monday
- Handshake meeting - transfer ticket


Thank you very much o(^0^)o




So adorable.
The backlight on Ranze was strong !


I saw these two people were talking in the dressing room from distant view,
So cute.


Aaa~~
please do not separate us


I heard that the winner of Nogizaka quiz competition (album privilege event) is a Himetan oshi ! (^0ゝ^)
Greatss (^0ゝ^)



Recently I am addicted to wore a ponytail~~


On handshake meeting,
I heard that Carp Hiroshima is win ! !
Congratulations ! !


Last year on Rajira Sunday,
There was a planning to be a carp girl.
And this year I've become a quite Carp girl yo !


I also went to watch the games several times
`・ω・′



And by the way,
My mother seemed to be hooked with watching the game.
She made an expedition.
And she look like enjoyed it so much.


Hiroshima will be excited at this time too ~




Irashaima


Shaaaaa ! ! !


(Irahasimase = welcome.)
Monichan handshake meeting,
It would be so cute right~
If there one like this, people will sure line up right~~




There are a few big jobs to be done by graduation.
I can feel the responsibility.
And at the same time I can feel a lot to be worth it.


Hmm..
My feelings are busy.
I think about a lot of things and it make a lot of noise.


If I keep thinking about until when will I do it,
It will make me impatient.


But that feeling is strange and make me lively.
You should know that Nakamoto is a weird girl who enjoyed time when get busy !

I wonder how it would be like when I start running and lost my strength out?

It would be nice if I can do it with a smile
And with a nice face (expression) too ! !




(*´・ω・*)